In her debut novel, CJ Leede has a love letter to Los Angeles and the horrors that happen there:
Maeve Fly knows that she has to hide her true self from everyone else in the world. By day she works as the Ice Queen at the happiest Place on Earth and she LOVES her job. Being a Princess helps keep her grounded. By night, Maeve likes to haunt the seedier areas of LA, but still keeping her mask in place. When she meets her best friend's brother, Gidion, something shifts, something changes, something new, a new person and Dynamic Maeve has never had before but one that might just be deadly.
I will admit I went into this book almost blind, the cover drew me in and I saw some review that stated it was dark and disturbing but the first half of the book I wasn’t sure if we were reading the same book as everyone else. Yes, Maeve is a little odd but it felt like I somehow ended up in a hockey romance, a weird one I will give you that but still a hockey romance. However, one you get to the 75% Leede finally lets the gloves off.
Once you get to the 75 % part, this book becomes unhinged
deranged and psychotic, honestly Leede does not hold back past that mark. Part
of me wishes that it would have been this dark from the beginning but I get
that Leede was trying to show how much Maeve has been pretending to be the
Monkey the whole time but I wish the mask had come out a bit sooner.
Maeve is such an interesting character. She loves working as
a Disney Princess and that is how she wants people to see her and it such a juxtaposition
of what she thinks and what does with Gideon and then when the mask fully comes
off later in the book it’s pretty crazy.
The romance aspect with Gideon sweet at times, as he just seems
to get Maeve (or at least what she shows him) but also messed up and they have
some same kinks and weirdness in the bedroom but to each their own. As I said I
was not expecting so much romance in this book. I also wish there was a chapter
or two or a new book that was Gideon’s POV to see what he truly thought of
Maeve and his motives with her.
What an ending. It is one of those that you either like or
dislike, and for me I liked the ending as it was not so typical but at the same
time I want to know more. What will Maeve do next?
This book was a bold move for a debut novel, but I am here
for it. I enjoyed the character Leede created n Maeve and I look forward to
seeing what Leede comes out with next.
Enjoy!!!!